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[August 12th, 2007] [ music | mark lanegan - she done too much ] i have my fun, but i have no one if that's what you mean

[May 29th, 2007] [ music | anna nalick - forever love ] the skies are washed a dreary grey and my feet are wet from those new shoes that squeak through the hallway pitter patter squish squish tip tap i have no need for punctuation all these streams of thought with neither a beginning nor an end i am washed out from thinking about you, from wanting and from needing you cause i think i love you and you and all of you and i'm wondering where has my love my capacity to love gone - was it swept under the carpet just like how you swept me off my feet when i least expected it when you said hello with your blushing eyes and you took my trembling cold hands by surprise it was all about you you you and i fell upside down and my world was turned inside out because of you all with the slightest touch of your fingers upon the little strands of hair that run down my cheeks and my arms and my spine and my navel that leads to nowhere like how i'm left with nothing here in nowhere and that that distinct smell of yours that used to envelope my body and perfume my bed which now sits empty with an overused bolster and a damp pillow really my mind is all over the place and my body my body is failing me breaking down in this bloody town with the dreary skies and wet pavements and strangers whom you whisper and snicker and giggle about oh the jealousy and the wanting and the belonging i am tired hark i see a light through the sliver of the skies - it must it has to be the sun.

[May 28th, 2006] it takes a gunshot to wake me up.

i lose myself in everything and nothing [February 6th, 2006] [ music | radiohead - karma police ] party's over like a flash in the eye; champagne laughter blinks into the dead of the night.

the truth is i don't know anymore [December 30th, 2005] [ music | sigur ros - avalon ] i wish i could talk like the old days again. i'm nothing but a stream of conffetti with specks of glitter now. maybe tomorrow morning, you'll see me in the garbage can.

you breathe through my veins [November 28th, 2005] "how did you manage to find me?" "luck and love." ... it seems our days are measured by cigarettes and train rides. the journey back is getting longer and every drag is a strike against the walls of the prison cell. i'll be home soon but it is not much of a home without you.

[August 18th, 2005] [ music | stars - one more night ] it's been a year and i'm amazed at myself. he makes me feel so much more boundless inside than my vocabulary can articulate. and all that remains are just thoughts: starbucks, queers at dome, midnight drives, kinokuniya, the smell of books, mall-hopping movie-watching escapades, warm kisses, hot tears, cigarettes, paper-chain-link-days, entwined palms, sampan rides, mohsin, starry nights, music, battered cars, bruises, dior forever & ever, armani mania, sweaty bodies, being spastic, immitating accents, designer stores, driving sans destination, parks & moonlit walks, coke & diet coke, tealight candles, raised eyebrows, airports, being 18 and in love. there is so much, too much. life; my cup runneth over.

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